Sunday, November 29, 2009 ♥ 8:35 PM
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♥ 8:14 PM
完美的结局，
真的有如此天真无邪的东西吗？
应该有吧。。。
刚看完一套日本卡通片，
名为：Fate : Stay / Night
别问我为何，
可是我告诉你，
它名字跟故事一点关系也没有。。。
不过这一套戏好看，
结局多么悲伤，
多么悲哀。
男女主角都相亲相爱，
最后还是无法在一起，
但最遗憾的是，
时间，
分开了他们，
不让他们局和。
从此之后，
唯有依靠记忆与心感
来回忆起能在对方身边的那一刻
怀念着那被人保护，被人爱，被握住
的感觉。
各自对爱人的思念，
都希望能穿越时间的阻碍，
传达至爱人。
最可惜，
在这种情况下，
没有一方的人能知道对方的回应。
那时能够在一起，
多甜蜜，多悲伤，
都算了。
不在乎天长地久，
只在乎曾经拥有。
我是否能放弃呢？
在我的情况，
不是时间的问题，
不怕对方的思念收不到。
因为我们早已结束了。
彼此的爱，
感觉，默契，
始终没结果，
失败了。
不懂得珍惜，
不懂得保护，
不懂得去爱她，
是我的错。
受了这么多的苦，
对不起。。。
你恨我。
恨得入骨。
永不希望我出现在你生活里。
不懂你会不会希望我死去吗？
如果是我也不会怪你。 （本来就该在那时刻死的）=）
命运在玩我们，
越是不想见，越是相遇。
锁匙那件事，谢谢你。
并没有讨厌，憎恨的感觉，
在从你手中领回时，
看到你那慈悲的脸色，
我心中最痛苦，下起雨来，
因知无法帮你解决这情感。
你心里的雨，
早就下完了，
早就把我忘了，
早就决定脱离与我有关的回忆。
我们走了各自的路，
相信不会再碰面了。
我剩下的时间差不多了，
能避免看到你就避，
无须让任何一方再次
经历那心痛的感觉。
再见，谢谢你。
就此告一段落，
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我的爱
♥ 8:00 PM
Went to Melaka trip for the past few days...
Got involved in a car crash...
All of us kena.
1 Saga totalled.
1 Saga lost body kits, damage worth RM2k.
1 Uncer dented front and back.
It was raining hard, and we were turning off to Ayer Keroh.
Suddenly cars jam-break in front.
Front Saga managed to break in time.
But the Uncer I was sitting in was not able to. The floor was too slippery. We banged the Saga.
The other Saga also suffered vision problems, and was unable to stop at the last minute. It tried to stir clear of Uncer, but it caught the back right of the Uncer. After that, the car skidded and banged the Saga infront again. This time, the Saga behind banged with its front right side.
Lights totalled. Metals and glass pieces went flying. The battery and ruined and damaged. The Saga's engine could no longer be ignited. Everything was terrible.
And the 11 of us friends were stuck on the highway for..... 3 hours? maybe more... I can't remember.
Anyway, thank god no one died. Although emo bout the car, bout the amount of money needed to be paid to repair the cars... It never spoilt our spirit to party on the last night of staying in Melaka Town. Going down with 3 cars, we returned with 2 only. Forcefully driving while leaving the helpless car for repair in Melaka itself..
The second before the Uncer crashed into the Saga, my life flashed before me.
Incomprehensibly, I thought of her at that moment.
I can't seem to understand why.
And then the song Untitled by Simple Plan played through my head.
Even after the crash, I joked about the crash being like Final Destination 2. Where some people escaped death, but were soon hunted down in the end by the Reaper.
I guess if it is true, my time is not for long... =)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ♥ 6:44 PM
"Then she would fall into days of deep dark depression; then finally build up the strength to be positive and to snap out of it for another few days. But the tiniest and simplest thing would trigger off her tears again. That was her routine. It was a tiring process and most of the time she couldn't be bothered battling with her mind. It was far stronger than her body.
Friends and family came and went; sometimes helping her with her tears, other times making her laugh. But even in her laughter there was something missing. She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time till she waited for something else. She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live. But what was the point in living when there was no life in it. These questions went through her mind over and over again till she reached the point of not wanting to wake up from her dreams that felt so real.
Deep down, she knew it was normal to feel like this. She didn't particularly think she was losing her mind. She knew that people said that one day she would be happy again and that this feeling would just be a distant memory. It was getting to that feeling that was the hard part..."
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( Holly Kennedy , P. S. I Love You )
I quoted this... because it's exactly how I feel...
Holly is a pure reflection of me...
Saturday, November 7, 2009 ♥ 7:41 AM
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I picked up the phone and I dialed your number.
The phone rang...
Once.....
Twice......
Thrice......
And then I asked myself, why was I calling you. Seconds before I pressed the END button, I hear you picking up the phone.
But it was already too late. It ended before anything could start.
Is this how our love was? Is this how our love is? Is this how our love shall be?
I don't want it... Have to put on hold only...
~Why don't you just ask me to leave a message then...~
