Thursday, October 22, 2009 ♥ 2:51 AM
~Playlists also tells stories~
Then I realized that the playlist saved within my mp3 player was actually telling a story.
A story that revolved around you. With songs that did not concerned you ( meaning you had yet to enter my life ) filling up the first few dozen on the list. As the list goes on and on, so does my story.
From the moment I met you, the minute you entered my heart and filled it.
To the moment I felt happiest as you stayed in my heart.
And then as the list went on, I started to tear... Under the rain, the raindrops hid my tears.
It was time to reach the songs that filled my heart in your absence.
The songs that told stories about the time you injured my heart, causing it to bleed like mad from the inside suddenly, to the time when you forced yourself out of my heart.
Each of these songs told their own personal painful experiences without you around. The songs, they never stopped, the more I scrolled, the more my heart ached.
From the depressing song that you asked me to listen to ( Breathe ), to the song that I wished you would remember me by ( 如果我变成回忆 ).
They only bring back memories of you. A lot of memories. Today turned out to be a sad and emo day for me. And it's not like I can sort out the songs in my mp3 player. It's order is permanent unless I remove the songs and store them inside again.
"I don't think I would like to changed the order anyway." my heart is telling me now.
Alas, I had reached the songs that barely affected my life nor heart ever since you left.
( It's alright, It's Okay )
( If You Were Here Tonight )
( What Do I Do )
( Maybe )
and many other songs. They were suppose to cheer me up, but no. Not today. I found that I've lost myself. I don't know what or who to be, without you around.
Just for today, at least I know for today only,
I'll let my memories consume me. My heart. My soul.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ♥ 6:54 AM
Introducing another emo song!!
If You Were Here Tonight by BOA
Korean lyrics
O neul do eo je ga ta yo geu dae ga geu ri weo jyeo seo
Ham gge gat deon gil mo ge seo nun eul gam go seo itt jyo
Meol li itt na bwa yo My heart
Geu dael neu ggil su ga eob seo seo
Du son eul bbeo deo geu dae gi eok ja peu ryeo ga jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon ut go i sseul ge yo
Pum e an gyeo ga rul bo nae gett jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon gi na gin a peum eui i yu reul al gett jyo
If you were here tonight..
O raen dwett na bwa yo eo jen geu dae eol gul gi eok an na seo
Ae sseo cha matt deon nun mu ri a jik meom chu jil an jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon ut go i sseul ge yo
Pum e an gyeo ga rul bo nae gett jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon gi na gin a peum eui i yu reul al gett jyo
If you were here tonight..
Gae dae ga neo mu mi weo yo
I reo ge a peun nae ma meul
Al su eob gett jyo
Oh geu dael bon da myeon Oh geu dael bon da myeon
Neo mu bo go ship eott da go mal ga gett jyo
Geu dae eob neun ha run pil yo eob jyo na i reo ge sa rang ha ne yo
If you were here tonight..
Ham gge gat deon gil mo ge seo nun eul gam go seo itt jyo
Meol li itt na bwa yo My heart
Geu dael neu ggil su ga eob seo seo
Du son eul bbeo deo geu dae gi eok ja peu ryeo ga jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon ut go i sseul ge yo
Pum e an gyeo ga rul bo nae gett jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon gi na gin a peum eui i yu reul al gett jyo
If you were here tonight..
O raen dwett na bwa yo eo jen geu dae eol gul gi eok an na seo
Ae sseo cha matt deon nun mu ri a jik meom chu jil an jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon ut go i sseul ge yo
Pum e an gyeo ga rul bo nae gett jyo
O neul geu dael bon da myeon gi na gin a peum eui i yu reul al gett jyo
If you were here tonight..
Gae dae ga neo mu mi weo yo
I reo ge a peun nae ma meul
Al su eob gett jyo
Oh geu dael bon da myeon Oh geu dael bon da myeon
Neo mu bo go ship eott da go mal ga gett jyo
Geu dae eob neun ha run pil yo eob jyo na i reo ge sa rang ha ne yo
If you were here tonight..
English lyrics
Today is the same as yesterday was
Because I miss you so much~
I close my eyes and I’m standing in the middle of the path we walked on together
You seem to be so far away, my heart
Because I can’t feel you
I clasp my hands together and sleep to remember you
*CHORUS*
If I were to see you today I would smile
We would pass the day holding each other tight
If I saw you today you’d know the reason for this long pain
If you were here tonight
It seems to have been so long
Yesterday I couldn’t remember your face
And because of that I still can’t sop my tears no matter how hard I try
*Repeat
You are so cruel
For not knowing how much you broke my heart
Oh~ if I saw you, Oh~ if I saw you
I would say that I missed you very much
I love you in a way that makes me not need days without you
If you were here tonight
Because I miss you so much~
I close my eyes and I’m standing in the middle of the path we walked on together
You seem to be so far away, my heart
Because I can’t feel you
I clasp my hands together and sleep to remember you
*CHORUS*
If I were to see you today I would smile
We would pass the day holding each other tight
If I saw you today you’d know the reason for this long pain
If you were here tonight
It seems to have been so long
Yesterday I couldn’t remember your face
And because of that I still can’t sop my tears no matter how hard I try
*Repeat
You are so cruel
For not knowing how much you broke my heart
Oh~ if I saw you, Oh~ if I saw you
I would say that I missed you very much
I love you in a way that makes me not need days without you
If you were here tonight
Friday, October 16, 2009 ♥ 12:55 AM
I don't know what else to say... So I'll let this small part of d video express how I feel...
Sunday, October 11, 2009 ♥ 9:41 PM
Listen and you can hear the distant sound
of someone humming a familiar song,
like a dream...
Let me sleep surrounded by it.
Why is the world being washed away
in contradictions and helplessness?
During evenings,
we always watched the white clouds
gathering together.
But you can't be with me anymore.
When the silver rain begin to fall,
I thought that it was a part of me.
And I dried my tears.
Your hearts can feel the nights,
when the Earth itself is crying.
If your wounds are hurting you,
shoot your wish as an arrow up to the sky.
Please stop the time from passing,
the sound of raindrops echoes across the horizon,
something so definite that
made me missed the hours spent with you.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ♥ 6:36 AM
look out from the window
the sun is shining bright
look from the heart
the sky is cloudy
it's raining now
umbrella is in the town
rain drops falling down
drop onto my face
tears are running out
wondering will there be a rainbow after the rain
looking back to the past
the scenes in my life
beautiful dreams can counted by my fingers
nightmare are just too much
if i dont sleep
i wont dream of anything
then it will no beautiful dreams or nightmare
so do life
if we dont go through the success and failure of life
we will see
our life is paused
nothing can make us happy
nothing can make us sad
because we feel nothing to our life
we will feel that life is meaningless
and maybe
we will feel very down
we dont want to speak to anyone
we ask our friends to share jokes with us
yet, we cant laugh at all
at night
during bedtime
we wont sleep
we will cry
cry out the sadness
and ask
"why is this happening on me?"
"what should i do with it?"
we will cry until we fall asleep
the next morning
when people ask what happened to our eyes
we will tell them that we slept late yesterday
but to our close friends, we will say that we cried last night
is any one of this happened on you before?
:: hawaiian ::
--aloha au ia'oe
I can still remember when you told me this.... it makes my heart cry...
Monday, October 5, 2009 ♥ 7:23 AM
This is a very emo song that I'd like to share wif ppl hu actually do visit my blog. Thanks Kevang for this song. It's nice.. =) Here's a video and the lyrics is already English translated..
What Do I Do - Boys Like Flowers
