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Friday, May 30, 2008 ♥ 7:29 AM

Isn't now like de holidays?

Omg, why no one on9 wan... Alar, i finally got chance on9 so often but turned out no one on9... T.T

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ♥ 9:10 AM

Yo guys... Dis is a stupid Big Mac video created by one of my basketball frens... Enjoy de lameness..


♥ 7:38 AM

Today went out wif Ziang, Wei Kuang n Wen Jie to 1U...

Guess wat... Sry no presents for u Ziang.. Happy B'day thou.. our planning for buying ur present was,well... sucked. No time. So ended up no surprise for you.. XP

We took a bus together dere. Me n Ziang. And after tat we headed for snooker while waiting for de other 2.

Ziang is my primary skul close fren hu migrated to Singapore for studies.. Kiddin. He's studyin dere but his family is still here. So, once dey arrived, we decided to watch Indy Jones 4 coz dere weren't any better time. Wen Jie had to leave at 4 ++. sad...

So dere we were.. watching de stunningly graphically heavily cg-ed movie of de year... Yes it reli was dam cg... full of it.. almost 70% were all CG...


Okay, guys.. Here's de worst part.. All fellas of sci-fi, x-files die hard fan.. This is ur show. Dose hu are looking for artifacts, old items, realistic stuff. Sry, not ur show. For the whole remaining hour of de show, Wei Kuang n me were wtf-ing thruout de part. tings did not turn out as well as expected. wif UFO's n Bloody Aliens budging in wifout permission.

Save ur money guys. Thank god its wednesday. Tickets at RM7. if it were ten, i'd cry. Go spend ur money on something better. buy urself a nice meal. Anything, n i mean anything wud be better den catching a Indy Jones 4 movie.

Trust me.. : D


Tuesday, May 27, 2008 ♥ 6:56 AM

Oh yes...!!

I asked her.. Durin Chem extra class today.. I shud b studyin.. I noe.. But a bit sien, deno y search search search den sms her liao.. XD

I never tot of asking anyone or even bothered buot tat question. Unexpectedly she asked me about prom first...

So i asked her..
Expecting a "NO", she said she'll tink about it..
I deno if its a nicer way of saying "NO", but at least dere's hope...
I hope..

Den we discussed about the prom..
Den, signed off...


For once, I might not be going to de prom alone... HEHE!!

Sunday, May 25, 2008 ♥ 7:03 AM

Guys... Guys...
Focus on my blog today...



Superhero is a must-watch Spoof of the year...
Like its previous spoof movies:

Scary Movie
Meet the Spartans
Epic Movie
Date Movie

Dis is a ultra lame funny disgusting zadao movie..
There is no reason tat u will not leave de show without laughing. Unless u're a sick fella.


This show's about how a dragonfly bit a boy (spiderman). He goes to the mutant academy (x-men). Tom Cruise brags how he is better den the DRAGONFLY..... n dies... Dragonfly meets up with Fantastic Four, which seemed more like F***-up Four to me.. Watch and u noe how stupid the F-4 were..

Oh yea.. 1 of the dumbest part was an actor resembling Stephen Hawkings. Boy, wat a fool he made out of the famous paralyzed scientist... Tat's a good one.. 5 stars out of 5.

Visit the website
http://www.superhero-movie.net/ and find out more.

Rafiqa, I've seen most of it liao... Nice... XD


Saturday, May 24, 2008 ♥ 6:10 AM

Last nite went celebrating Yik Ying's b'day.. So late, after tuition went celebrating.. Tired, but it was quite fun...

Happy birthday! Yik Ying!




Oh yeah.. Happy birthday too.. Shu Xuan.. in 3 hours time... =D Happy b'day... N sry yea, cannot do more den buy u a pack of M&M's... Sry.. T.T



Dis morning woke up dam early. Sms wif Yik Ying until late night. 1am.. Den 7am wake up liao... I can't even recognize myself in front of the mirror... I was shocked to see tat wasn't my mirror but a poster. XD I dreamt of her... Giving me a surprise present... A surprise present... ?? N i woke up.. Thx, mom... I din even get to open de only present i had got...



So, today went library watch Ting San teach ppl how to dance... Ok lar. not to say very teruk.. Good for a group event.. Lame. Ultimately.. Lame..


After tat went for Chem tuition... Den kena sms saying u lost ur phone.. Walau.. Can't believe it... Go gai gai den like tat liao... I go 1U jalan-jalan den recieve another sms saying u lost ur wallet... =.=' one after another... wei, u got to be kidding me.

Blurdoll... Got tat blur mar??

Ok mar? I heard u're feeling happy coz can get new phone... Walau... Like tat aso can?!

If me ar, i'll cry coz all my fren number all bye bye... Can't stand having to lose all my frens numbers..

So, feeling alright? Go KLCC summore buy de cd tat kena muo sou.. No nid so rush lar.. Din buy aso nvm wan.. Make me feel a bad aje... Feel like is my fault... T.T


Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ♥ 1:41 AM

Wow, its my birthday already... I've hit de big 17...

Anyway, i wan to thank :
Pei Ying
Yan Kuan
Calvin
Chen Hoong
Chen Foong
Yeap Ern Lyn
Mei Ting
Kevang
Xin Lin
Qian Hui
Shu Xuan
Chor Koon (sry if i mispelled ur name)
Astin
Hui Inn
Kia Wee
Yoon Doong
Jian Kai
Chee Yong
Chern Jung
Daecan
Edmund
Peter
Tien Yi
Louise Tan
Chiu Yen
Wei Jiat
Willa
Rafiqah
Wei Liang
Nicholas Nga
Goeh Thong
Zhi Ying
Mabel
Joey
Yik Ying
Hui Ling
Yap Sue Dinn
Liew Xue Yi

For wishing me happy b'day! : D

Today I remained unscathed, like last year, and de year before, and de year before. No kai bao or anything.. Not yet i tink. Dey're planning to do it on Friday. I dun stay bak see wat u can do... XP

Sorry if its hard to find ur name or if u cudn't find ur name.. Pls notify me. Dere were so many ppl wishing me tat i forgot... Sry... T.T

Anyway, de person i wanted to see most is......... well, i dun tink i have any chance of seeing her today... Oh well, i'm sure dere's tomoro and de day after.. But it's my b'day today wor?? Lalala...

Happy b'day to me...

Sunday, May 18, 2008 ♥ 7:30 AM

Today very tiring... Played basketball today morning and evening.. So dam tiring... Fast breaked many times during 5 v 5 full court. Ran de whole full court like 5 times in 2 mins. My thigh muscles are aching like mad. And I mean then and NOW!

Not to mention tat during my trip to pasar malam tonite, my leg went soft and I fell down to the ground. Pain i tell you. Then I had a 5-8 sec heart seizure. Couldn't breathe.. Something is wrong wif my body.. I'm too exhausted perhaps. No one was dere help me thou, dey jus looked at de idiot (me) falling to the ground and coming bak up 10 secs later.

I had some trouble walking home, feeling soft and pain in my legs. Heart, fine by tat time. Thank god. Ish, duwan heart attack at such a young age. Will die wan ar...

From now on, no more running like a mad cow during basketball. Really taking its toll on my body. I can barely feel my legs now. They're resting on a small stool. Hope they're fine by tomoro. Need go running with Qi Xiong again.

And u wanna noe wats so suckish about all these exercise?

It's making me fatter.. Heavier.. I'm not lying...

WTF?! And i intended to make six packs and get lighter..

Saw her today.. Walking wif her bloody fren... Deng.. How to start a talk.. Wait, i dun even noe her? Why is this happening? This cannot be... Isn't basketball about the thrills and frills and excitement? Or is it about her?

I t h i n k i t s h e r...

Saturday, May 17, 2008 ♥ 7:35 AM

Today my mum reminded me of my standard 5 days..

Well, not reli de whole ting, but jus about my chinese/babysit tuition teacher's house only..


I remember goin to her house 4 days a week, for tuition and babysit. Both me and Peter.. Well, Pete, I deno if you're reading dis, but if you are, remember the time when we used to play wif the bloody guinea pigs?

Remember?

Betcha do..

Guinea pigs are like XXXXXXL size or hamsters.

Teacher had 2 of them. 2! Male and female.. I recall that we used to remove them from their living boxes and let dem run around the living room. Like what we learn in science, we had the CATCH and RELEASE technique. We let them run, then we take them back for second round of runnning.

Sometimes the guinea pig gets naughty too. Well, quite often they fight with each other. Remember wat we did? we used to whack them or hold them tighter as a sign of warning... Or was it just me... I recall giving a very cruel warning to them.. Oops, my bad.. AIKS.. XD

And then we had experimented on them, feeding them wif stuff like human food. Sweets, and... well, some junk food la. Then we used to carry them and check if they were males or females. Upon sight of the male vital part on one of dem, we could say they were a couple.

I stand by my point. We, the two of us, for the first time in life, saw 2 guinea pigs mating... Yes, that's wat dey did. And after mating, the male's vital part turned very red. Sry to say out la, but can u imagine how it was when we found out while we were in Std 5? And, dey mated, yet no kids, no family of 3 or more. Guess de males sperm are not functioning well.. : D

We were like, eeewww.. Sickening, we're not touching tat. Deng.. I din noe about sex yet tat time. So... wat de heck.. Haha.. But it did not take long before our hands were all over it again.. Frankly speaking.

And I noe alot of ppl will ask:

Did it bite you?

No. Well, yes, but a small scratch.

Is it cute?

Betcha it is, but it stinks and it shits more often den hamsters. And caution: IT SHITS WHEN ITS NERVOUS OR SCARED!

Have you ever tot how tasty dey will be?

Neh, dun tink dey're of any value. Hav u ever seen:

BBQ Guinea pig for sale! or Guinea Pig meat with STEAMBOT!

No, u don't.. So, wats dere to say when ppl are selling spiders and worms for snacks and not guinea pig meat?



Den again, i'm proven wrong many times... XD

Friday, May 16, 2008 ♥ 8:10 AM

I suppose I'm spending another Birthday on my own again. Without much celebration and stuff..

Happy 17 to Myself...
I'm will be officially able to donate blood, sperm,
Gamble, smoke,
Have sex,
Marry... LoLz, tat's too far...

Let's see the coincidences, shall we?

May 21,
Champions League Finals...
Hoong Kit's b'day too (shit)
Chen Hoong Chen Foong coming bak to skul.. (its ok, as long as u guys dun kai bao me)
A wednesday...
Exam day...
Hormone-stable day...

Lastly,
Just another birthday...

So sien...

I wish, I wish... Tat someone will surprise me, buy something purplish for me... I Love purple... Purple rox...

And PURPLE is not GAY!!

I wish........my wish will come true.. XD

If not aso nvm, i accept anything as it comes..

♥ 7:48 AM

Pls off ur phone NOW!!

Just receive an SMS telling that there will be a RADIO WAVE EXPOSURE "explode" or something. Ermm.. The time is tonight May 15th.. 11pm.
It's learnt that it will harm our body.
It's according to news.
And not to put near your head.
Oh no.. it's 11pm now =.=
Update Version :P Read for further explanation?? :D ^_^
Mobile phones use electromagnetic radiation in the microwave range could affect our health.
For example like headache. Mostly will attack your head part especially your brain.
For those who always read newspaper, surely you will read about keep your handphone in a distance from your head. Or something like don't talk using the handphone for too long. If you have long conversation until like boil porridge, using a handfree is advised.btw about the news for this.. I not sure is it true. I dint off my hp.. but I dint put it near me too. So... just incase for this few hours.. stay away from ur hp. tell ur darling/honey/sweety/ to chat using msn :D

Thursday, May 15, 2008 ♥ 8:21 AM

Oh yea, jus ripped this pic off Li Shawn's blog..

I had Ungu Celebrations, remember?

well, here are two usable pics..


I'm somewhere behind..

Now i'm in front.. But I'm soaking wet wif Sarsi.. Well, all four of us were..

UNGU ROX!! (notice all are purple colored?)

山上流水淅沥沥沥沥,

山上流水哗啦啦啦啦,

淅沥沥沥沥,

哗啦啦啦啦,

公教紫组顶呱呱!!


♥ 7:18 AM

Today, I'm going to reveal a secret...

And tat bloody secret is: Guys are blind.

Know why? Coz they drool over every cute, hot or pretty girl in sight. Not to mention de sexier wans lor. Okay, know why I'm saying this?

Coz I'm sick of people rushing in filled with adrenalin, pumped with gung-ho, asking for the girls phone number and den being denied right at the point when they are going to confess. Guys, without any patience and just wanting to hit on the girl tat looks nice, talking with her, sms-ing her, getting close to her... I'm sick of this. But the truth is, I used to be one too.. Used to ya..

I deno why, but a sense of unrightful judgement overpowers the male's body and mind, pushing the nerves and motion that improves the power of attraction to the opposite gender. Guys guys guys, it is time to learn how to wait for the right one. Picking one and dumping them or being dumped later is not the solution for wanting love..

Love is pure, well, not reli... Alot of ppl tink love=sex... But me? nonono...
Love=sex=money... Hehe... No la... Joking..

The problems lies with girls also, wear until show body show leg... Like not wearing at all.. Go tuition to kao zai only ka... Dun say me old fashion, but a lot of girls reli like tat. Beh Tahan u noe..

This may be directed to one of my close frens... U noe hu la.. Siow Gor.. I'm not going to say hu.. But Siow Gor ar... Stop it liao la.. U have like... like... what the... "Flavor of the Week" wan wor... 52 girls a year. U veli geng..

Anyway, my main point is...
70% males age between 13-18 are blind when it comes to love.
And when these males are blind.
Male + Female = Love.
Male= blind.
Female = Evil
Male + Female = Blind Evil Love...
(deno wat i'm typing aso)

So, guys, dun get tricked by girls hu look pretty... They may look nice but they are more likely not suitable for you.. So bulk up, dun cry and hunt for another fish and reel them in.

Here's a cold joke..

A male, veli geng in chinese proverbs and stuff, managed to get a girl with all his poems. Then, de girl breaks up and heads for another guy. Den suddenly the girl got cheated and broke up, yet again. So the first male, still desperate for the girl but deno wat word to say to her.. And then the male says... "回头是岸"...

Cold rite? I died frozen when i heard tat joke.. Deno hu came up wif it, but he/she surely is cold-blooded...

So, kesimpulannya, semua lelaki perlu tink, tink, tink before dey all wan to kao a girl agar tidak (wat u call it) 失望,绝望..

Again, de moon is full, I deno wat i'm writing...

Well, before i do anything stupid, i better stop here. Chowz..

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 ♥ 11:52 PM

If I hadn't met you that day...

I don't think I would have

Felt this bitterness.

This pain.

This sadness

Cried this much.

But.

If I hadn't met you...

This happiness.

This joy.

This love.

This warmth.

I wouldn't have known that either.

Today, I'm going to look through my tears and up at the sky.

And Smile...

Monday, May 12, 2008 ♥ 12:59 AM

你 ,幸 福 过 吗 ?

Sunday, May 11, 2008 ♥ 11:45 PM

Despite being so busy wif life and i managed to pick some time to watch a movie... A japanese movie..

Sky of Love


The cell-phone novel that moved 11 million to tears

Movie Review:
This is one of those Japanese movies belonging to the high-school-boy-meets-girl-with-terminal-illness-or-vice-versa-and-one-of-them-dies genre. Predecessors include Love Letter from a long time back, Crying Out Love in the Center of the World and Nada Sou Sou of recent memory. Make no mistake: the Japanese audience knows who dies after the first scene, but each of the aforementioned movie top-grossed in the country. Now that's really top-gross.

The selling points for each movie is basically the same. Find the most popular, most photogenic and most crybaby almost-teen starlets; put them in the movie, and watch one of them die while the other cries. Prettily. For the boys out there, the deck is stacked heavily against us. In about 80% of movies from this genre, the high-school dude dies. That's quite sad, for the high school girls are all wide-eyed cute little things that boys won't mind spending more time with.

That said, if you have the tenacity to endure the cheesy lovey-dovey lines and you like a clean colourful bright sunshine palate for cinematography, these Japanese flicks are cute date fodder. Each movie has a unique selling point, and Sky of Love promises a whole boatload of unique selling points. Rape, miscarriage and a white-haired dragonboy. This also happens to be a cellphone novel and a true story.

Acting-wise, the teens tried their best to emote, but there simply wasn't enough script for them to act upon, and the director fell into the very bad habit of fleshing-out characters like two-dimensional manga inhabitants.

The female lead was raped with 3 men watching and recording the ordeal, but she recovered in two full minutes of screen time to continue making moon-eyes at dragonboy. Skinny dragonboy beat up four punks easily. They had sex in the school library! Nobody reads books in Japan apparently; they read cell-phone novels. The movie was based on a true story, but it was completely unbelievable.




Overall its nice.. I almost cried, well i did actually.. It was nice, sincerely speaking.

It's sad and touching. Except for the part where she was raped. Ish, i freaking hate tat part... Everything went well, but then suddenly she kena such a sad tragedy.. Dam.. Spoils de mood of the show.. Luckily only for a while, after that no more..

T.T stupid direcctor, why must put tat part.




anyway, here's de preview.. Go see and decide urself.. =D

Saturday, May 10, 2008 ♥ 9:03 AM

Deno wat to say...

全 都 是 因 为 我 不 了 解 她 性 格 罢 了。。。

wat the heck!!!

冷 场。。

♥ 8:32 AM

我 的 功 夫 全 白 费 了。。

没 有 改 变 到。。。

T.T

♥ 6:36 AM

我 不 懂 你 下 一 次 看 我 部 落 格 是

何 时。。

不 过 我 就 先 说 出来 吧。。

知 道 你 觉 得 生 命 很 闷,很 sien, 或


者 你 喜 欢 说 的 “无 聊”。。

事 实 的 确 是 如 此。。

可 是 反 过 来 想 想 , 世 界 并 不 是


那 样 的,是 看 你 如 何 面 对 它 罢

了。

我 的 劝 告 是:

1。看 每 一 件 事 好 的 一 面。

2。以 笑 容 面 对 一 切。

3。每 天 起 身 都 要 对 自 己 说“我 会


充 实 的 利 用 我 的 今 天!”

4。做 每 一 件 事 仿 佛 你 的 最 后


一 次,决 不 回 头 ,决 不 后 悔。

5。欣 赏 每 个 人 的 好 的 一 面,尽 量


少 看 坏 的 那 一 边。

6。相 信“ 单 纯 ” 这 个 字 。 每 个


人 生 出 来 时 都 是 那 样 的。

7。不 管 如 何 ,想 办 法 把 你 的 每


一 天 都 弄 得 精 彩 , 活 得 好 玩

又 开 心 。

8。别 怕 受 伤,别 怕 跌 到,哪 里 跌


倒,就 哪 里 从 新 爬 起 来,别 羞

耻,想 做 就 做,敢 敢 去。

9。伤 心,愚 笨,闷,苦,乐,悲 都 是


生 命 的 一 部 分。没 有 伤 心 ,我

们 又 如 何 会 知 道 开 心 呢?经

过 每 件 事 后,一 定 会 有 所 成 长。

10。我 知 道 有 很 多 是 重 复 的。读


来 读 去 都 是 那 几 个 。。我 想 说

的 是 《“生 命 只 有 一 次 , 不 要

管 重 生 还 是什 么 , 只 要 活 得

愉 快 就 好 啦 。。”》

= D

我 以 前 也 和 你 一 样,整 天 都 觉


得 很 闷,很 无 聊 , 不 懂 是 不 是

同 一 方 面 啦。。 成 天 靠 音 乐 救

我 出 来。。我 记 得 让 我 改 变 的 是:

在 一 个 风 和 日 丽 的 星 期 天。。

我 照 旧 emo 着。公 园 有 个 可 以 滑


的 玩 具,我 愚 蠢 的 爬 到 屋 顶

那 边。。过 后 我 看 着 父 母 带 着 孩

子 玩 来 玩 去,小 孩 是 很 可 爱 又 单

纯 。。 你 有 妹 妹,相 信 你 也 知

道 咯。突 然 有 个小 孩 子 失 了 父

母 , 坐 在 一 旁 不 停的 哭 , 大 家

望 着 看,却 没 有 人 去 帮。我 看 了

觉 得 超 级 可 怜。心 想 帮 却 办 不

到 ,觉 得 自 己 很 无 能。。

我 朋 友 走 过 来 跟 我 说 一 句:“


走 , 我 们 去 帮 忙 吧!”

我 回 答 说:“ 父 母 应 该 在 附

近 吧!”

朋 友:“ 你 要 等 到 几 时 ? 看 得 出

你 想 帮 忙的。”

我 :“ 想 是 想 啊!”

朋 友:“那 你 要 作 着 看 吧 了,

是 吗?你 的 生 活 就 真 的 那 么 无

聊 吗?不 如 每 天 做 件 事,别 管 是

好 是 坏 ,是 愚 昧 还 是 有 趣,活 得

精 彩 才 是 最 重 要 的。。”

我 总 于 反 省 了。当 然 不 是 即 刻

啦。想 了 一 阵 子 才 发 觉 到 的。我

就 骂 了 他 一 句:‘你 好 也 。。看 了

我 这 样 久,现 在 才 跟 我 说 这

一 句。”

看 了 看 对 方,就 笑 了 起 来。从 此

我 人 生 改 变 了。

我 们 陪 那 小 孩 子 走 了 全 场 寻 找


他 的 父 母 还 是 找 不 到。相 信 他 的

父 母 迟 早 会 回 来,先 停 止 她 的 哭

泣 吧!不 管 我 们 如 何 说,他 都 照

样 哭。

我 没 办 法 ,徘 徊 想 办 法,哪 知 不


小 心 撞 到 铁柱 。。头 疼 得 很,可 是

出 乎 我 所 预 料,那 小 孩 子 竟 然 笑

了 起 来。原 来 一 个 人 的 笨 样 子 可

以 弄 人 笑,我 就 不 停 的 假 装 扮

傻。小 孩 子 就 是 那 么 的 单 纯 吧。

不 久 他 的 哥 哥 回 来 了 。 原 来 他


带 弟 弟 去 小 便。。一 是 赶 而 忘 了

通 知。。他 不 断 地 向 我 们 道 歉 。

我 却 说 没 有 他,我 或 许 还 是 在

发 呆。。

事 情 解 决 了,我 和 我 的 朋 友 陪 他


玩 一 下 。。玩 到 天 黑 了 就 回 家。


这 就 是 改 变 我 个 人 的 一 生。。

我 相 信 每 个 人 都 有 各 自 的 方

法 ,看 你 在 哪 一 种 奇 怪 的 情 况

下 醒 来 罢 了。。

相 信 我,写 了 这 么 多 都 是 为 了 让

知 道 罢 了。

相 信 这 世 界。。世 事 难 以 预 测。别

一 个 方 面 看。

相 信 自 己,大 家 知 道 你 能,只 是

还 未 敢 大 方 的 表 现 出 来 罢 了。。

= D

oh yea, Thx Louise for telling me what life means again.. XD not tat i reli forgot, jus forgot for a while wat it meant..


Friday, May 9, 2008 ♥ 7:38 AM

Today, did Blood Donation...

Truth is, I faked my IC and pretended to be 2 weeks older...

I lied and went through the inspection, cool leh? Well, alot of people did the same la.. Kenny, U december-born freak, u are not eligible.. XD

Anyway, first took blood from my right middle finger.. they used a small ting and poked it. Sudden shock man. Den blood keep flowing out. They take and sampled it. Finally, after 16 years, I know I am Blood Type A!!

+ or - i deno... =.='

After tat, they gave me the packs for blood keeping ting and i donate lor. Did anyone mentioned that the needle was freakin BIG!! Wat the hell! I got a big shock man... Size of a huge nail... But before that they injected anaestatic after whacking my elbow there to find my tiny vein. It was my first time, so quite syok and scary and nervous.. Mostly syok...

After sometime donating, perhaps 1 minute, Jack came next to me. His place was next to mine. OMG! That dam freak, I talk to him until he din see himself get poked wif the nail-like needle.. WTF! Missed de good part. Anyway, it was fun sitting next to him. We had a race, see who could pump blood faster... Damn man, he was like a fountain, blood flowing non-stop... Perhaps he's too skinny, vein too small, tat's y pressure so high! XD

Anyway, I lost lor. But it was dam syok... Feels good man... YES!!




And oh ya, Peter, I'm sorry for u...
Ur blood is forever not eligible to donate... XD
Who told u to be in UK for tat time... XP
You wan noe wat happened, ask him... =D


Feels great to donate Blood... For all of you who didn't try, try next year ba!

For me... I have donated enough blood for today...
Next Stop! Sperm Bank! =D

Thursday, May 8, 2008 ♥ 3:38 AM

一大早,从梦中醒来,整身是汗。。也怪不得,我没开冷气。。看看闹钟,才两点半凌晨罢了。还要睡多三个钟才醒来。可是我把枕头盖在脸上,始终还是睡不了觉。

心里一直想为何会梦见那件事呢?已接近一年半了,所有的事情都已解决了。竟然还会想起。两年前发生那事件后,才有今天的张建祥。想想回来,我如今的人格也是因为当时而改造的。当时一件事,过后的日子很难过,篮球没有以前那么好玩了,妈妈煮的菜也没味了,功课也超级懒惰做。

两年前不小心得罪了她,结果反面了很久,大概有半年罢。就是那半年,我的生命过得如地狱中。每天见到她也没办法打招呼,总是冷面的经过对方。有心想打次招呼,最后还是没办法下手。我在此先说,她并不是我的什么什么人,而是我一生中的第一个妹妹。本身于困境,独身子,人生是好寂寞的。天天只有我一人面对着网上的朋友谈天,不然就是玩网上游戏,父母从工作回来也没什么对话。吃饱了就各自作各自的事,忙各自的独人生活,各不相干。你想想看,如果有个人能每天陪你聊天,逗你开心,问候你,你会不会觉得很幸福呢?我会。

我的确是如此想,可是也依赖她太多了。没有人陪我聊天,分享在学校的滋味,很苦的leh。渐渐的,不懂为何为了她而过生活。。等她sms。 总之发生那件事后,我受了很大的打击。觉得可笑的是,从那一刻开始,慢慢的开始很少以女生聊天了。怕我嘴巴一不小心漏出不应该说的话而得罪她们。我也懂月经这件麻烦影响女生思考的。说以才会慢慢避开很多女生。我没有变gay… OK?

不妨直说,连住在我家附近的朋友们也被我避开了。整天依赖着我,要我说冷笑划给她们听,陪他们玩追追,以这种无聊方法过人生。没意思。他们很年轻,大多数都还在小学,又是英文差的学生,沟通方面有点问题。他们也是被宠坏了的小孩。

可是,唯一救到我的只有---音乐。成天握着手机在手,聆听音乐,坐在一旁不断的EMO着。发呆,那就是我过我时间的方法。Suka suka 就播大大声,不然就伴奏唱悲哀的歌。不知不觉,我开始避开责任,避开女生,避开朋友,避开世界。。只有投入进音乐的世界里。

在床上翻了几下,仍是睡不着,惟有起身下楼梯喝杯茶。电视也没有什么好节目,就好好利用这段时间反省一下。手里拿着一杯茶,坐在沙发上关着眼睛回想。

去年不知何时,她竟然会原谅我,真是出乎意料。哈哈,还陪她庆祝生日。她仍然还是我可爱小声的妹妹。可惜的是,我也不再是我了。担任Ketua Data后,忙了起来,简直没有时间,曾有几个人想认识我。可是我害怕同样的事发生,一旦进入太深了也很难出来,出来了感情上了,人也不再一样了。我死也不像历史再从播,说以一定会与他们保持一定的距离。

可是最近认识她之后,觉得她很有趣,与众不同。这整个礼拜,也没几次能看到她,有点失望。可是过了这一段,相信还有大把机会呢!人很奇怪的,特别是对爱情这件事。

你也是喜欢那个人,就越想要看到她,看不见她心会很痛,看到她心里会出现无限的笑容。可是反过来说呢,她越是望着你,你就偏偏转头,假装没望过她。不像坦白的面对面看。很白痴。。。还是那只是我而已??

发生了这么多事,明白我的也只有我自己,因为我很内向,从不向人投诉告白,以免漏出我没用的一面。大家所认识的我,就继续下去,也没理由认识另一位我。

可是,也感谢你。没有你,肯定没有今天的我。我承受现在的我,因为过了苦,自卑和悲哀,我坚强起来。经历了失望与绝望,我才会那么投入音乐,以音乐为我生命的一部分。绝对绝对不能缺少的。虽然粗口连天,说出来不但顺口,反而习惯成了自然。。 这一点我还在想办法改进。江山难改,本性难移。我尽量改吧!

我不再是以前的我。
坚强了好多。

我不再遗憾了。
对所做的每件事要负责人。

我不想返回那时的记忆。
因为心会痛苦。

我又想返回那时的记忆。
没有她,我也还会那么天真,那么的没用。偶尔也可以笑一下,想想我也曾经有那么的一段过。

我还在犹豫,
粗口能改吗?

我不再忘记,
我就是我。不管如何改变,也不会有人知道我的另一面。那成天笑口常开的冷漠人物。

我想让大家知道。
我那一天喝了咖啡,没办法继续睡,竟然在学校睡。都是那梦所害的。

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 ♥ 12:13 AM



Once again, i just feel like putting a Gintama picture... I have full admire and respect for him and the Anime...

Gintama ROX!!

Monday, May 5, 2008 ♥ 12:45 AM

Today i want to share about the term:Muscle Memory... Cause tat's the only memory i have and am best at...



Muscle memory..
It means tat When an active person repeatedly trains movement, often of the same activity, in an effort to stimulate the mind’s adaptation process, the outcome is to induce physiological changes which attain increased levels of accuracy through repetition. Even though the process is really brain-muscle memory or motor memory, the colloquial expression "muscle memory" is commonly used.

There are two types of motor skills involved in muscle memory: fine and gross. Fine motor skills are very minute and small skills we perform with our hands such as brushing teeth, combing hair, using a pencil or pen to write, touch typing or even playing video games. Gross motor skills are those actions that require large body parts and large body movements as in the throwing sports such as bowling, American football, and baseball, sports such as rowing, basketball, golf, judo, and tennis, and activities such as driving a car (especially one with a manual transmission), playing a musical instrument, and marksmanship.

Muscle memory is fashioned over time through repetition of a given suite of motor skills and the ability through brain activity to inculcate and instill it such that they become automatic. Activities such as brushing the teeth, combing the hair, or even driving a vehicle are not as easy as they look to the beginner.

As one reinforces those movements through repetition, the neural system learns those fine and gross motor skills to the degree that one no longer needs to think about them, but merely to react and perform appropriately.

.....


So, that's basically how i brush my teeth every morning, comb my hair, play my organ, take my exams ( no wonder i'm failing), and even having kids i didn't know of.... Last part was a joke...


Confidently, I dare say i rely too much on my muscle den my brain. I let my muscle do the work as I rest my brain 24/7... No wonder it feels so easy swearing nowadays.. I'm too use to it and the muscles in my lips and tongue have suited it... XD


Saturday, May 3, 2008 ♥ 7:43 AM

为何我会看上她呢?

好奇怪啊。。。

没想过这么多年还是第一次有这种感觉。。。

只能以两个字形容。。。

遗憾!

♥ 6:33 AM

Congrats to Yellow House, for robbing us purple house from the trophy.

You guys are like the Chelsea and we are the Manchester United in the EPL...

I'm anti-MU n Chelsea anyway...

Yellow house slowly creep up behind Purple and robbed us of all the glory..

Blue house ganbateh... Getting last... Sry you guys had wei jiat as captain... Jokin! XD

Green house, how come drop to bottom two i deno.. Anyway, better luck next year.. But I can bet you it was so syok to see Wei Lun drop the baton.. Yes, eat that you egostic barbarian.

Red Bulls, you can congratulate urself for reaching 3rd place even though you guys were last on merentas desa day. Semangat!

Congrats to the girls fr Yellow. The boys barely did anything.

Congrats to Jack, getting OLAHRAGAWAN again.

Congrats to Purple House for maintaining top 3 in my whole 5 years of skul...

I L O V E P U R P L E!



Friday, May 2, 2008 ♥ 8:32 AM

19 Days to go...

还有十九天。。。

Sembilan Belas Hari lagi...

十九きゅじつ。。。

♥ 7:42 AM

Confessions of a Murderer


Being a redrum member, I’m totally attracted to the word “special”. No la… This has nothing to do with being a member. I like the term special, being special and loving special. Special, doesn’t mean academic excellence or physically endurable. Doesn’t mean you can play the piano or hack a . But obtaining something that few have. Not like buying old artifacts, ancient items that there’s none other like that in the world. But like being able to do something that many others can’t. For instance, Frisbee. Not many ppl see the game with passion and love like I do. It is not very common in Malaysia, people tink it’s a dogs game. But I beg to differ. I am willing to go all out for it. Diving and stuff. Just to get the disc. Injured my back today. SEE de DEDICATION?

Besides that, I have the need to find quality and plot when going to watch a movie.

Shows like , , or any other superhero flicks do not entertain me. They are boring and meaningless. I like spoofs thou, just for a laugh. U noe… Scary Movie shows like that.

, , , are examples of wonderful shows that give meaning to life. It is the “thing” in these movies that attract me, makes me feel that they’re special. Their story shows a lot of meaning to the current situation in public life. How fatal illnesses cannot conquer and triumph over the hope of a person. How coaches are able to bring up a group of basketball playing gangsters into real man. How lovers feel when they are separated. These shows questions our everyday life and society. These are the shows that people shud watch and not those stupid shows like Pokemon those type.

Here’s a intro for all u anime fans out there. Gintama is a ongoing anime in Japan, currently 100++ episodes. It is a very funny and lame anime yet it uses the latest topics and hot issues as part of its plot in the anime. There are times when the stupid idiotic character will turn into a nice caring, very geng man. Just watch la… Bet you’ll be hooked to it like I am.

I like music in a special way. I’m not like all those idiots out there. Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Rihanna or any other International Singers and stuff. All the soothing and annoying songs. I listen to them, sing to the tune, but these are not the songs that gets my life going. BGM, those are the songs. Background Music is wat reli drives my adrenalin. How many of you played Ragnarok or any other online games for their BGM music and not dominating monsters or creatures all over the map. I bet not many, but I do. I could just put my Hunter to sit down in Prontera Town all day listening to the music while chatting with other characters. I’ve met a few who has the same interest as me, but I’ve lost their contact now. How many of you ever paid attention to the music in ur anime’s or movies. The music that is played whenever something stupid or funny happens. Do you know how much effort was needed to compose extraordinary vocalless music yet unrecognized by a lot of people. It’s always, what’s the title for the opening or ending of Naruto, Bleach? This reli annoys me. So you better not ask me about it the next time.

Besides that, I like people who are special and mysterious. Well, for instance, today’s Frisbee competition. There was this red-shirt girl from Pirates. She was wearing a red cap. She played quite well exep for her limited stamina. Her ability to receive, pull and block the disc was exceptionally good for a girl. The cap that hid her face made her more mysterious. But she looked average la, of coz I saw her take of her cap la though. It’s noon and it’s burning at 30++ celcius. And her English accent, is what I like to hear. It’s not the usual British or Canadian English. It’s special, with a bit mixture of, well, some other accent la.. I din say I like her. I just say that she’s special. Dun get me wrong yea.

There are a lot of people who want to grow up and become famous in the world. Like Billy Gates. No offence, thanks for the Microsoft thing. But, being famous gives a lot of problems. There are some who want to lead a normal life. There are some who duwan to continue life and are suicidal. I, unlike those faggots, have chosen to take another path, down the special road. I do not want to be famous nor lead a dull and boring life. I want to live life with friends who will recognize me as someone who has affected their lives for the better, who had helped dem in need, who was special to them. That is my main point of living. That is what I remind myself every morning, yet fail to complete coz of my ego and temper. Yet, I duwan anyone to recognize me as the librarian, Kevin or Ayori, the emo guy, the Ketua Data dude, the guy who just ponteng class for 2 weeks coz of MSSM, the Frisbee freak (I play basketball too, ok?),nerd, the pimpled guy, the cold joke fella, the try-to-impress-but-made-a-joke-of-himself idiot, the bachelor (wish I weren’t) the angry scary dark fella, the jerk, the asshole…

But I want people to recognize me for who I am and have always been.

I want people to remember me as Kian Seong.

Surname, C H O N G...


♥ 7:25 AM

Today we had a Frisbee competition… Held in UM and organized by Mai dey all.. My team, named CHipmunkS (notice de big letter words? CHS?) was thought out by Ethan. Nice weird name right? Anyway, there were ten teams today.

-CHipmunkS (de actual CHS team)
-Taylors TFK (ignore de last 3 alphabets) (consists of Brian, Saw Jin, Mai, Yi Ping) dey had to join tat team coz dey are from taylors..
-Bumblebee (CHS-QM) Freaks… Hated by everyone.
-Phoenix (whoever dey are, not in my team. Ex-CHS-ians)
-Nottingham (unknown, reli)
-USJ 8 (freaky small dudes)
-USJ 13 (same here)
-Pirates (Flying Nuns younger team, Flying Nuns is Malaysia number 1, FYI)
-Wildcats (Malays, very very nice and strong Malays)
-Kodox (wth name is tat? Another partially ex-CHS team)

So, there were ten teams, and TFK, Nottingham, USJ 8 and Wildcats were in our league.

First game up (Chipmunks vs Wildcats)
We scored the first two points. But they pulled back to win 4-3

2nd game (Chipmunks vs Taylors)
Dapao… Not reli la.. Beat dem 2-1

3rd game (Chipmunks vs Nottingham)
Barely won, 4-3

4th game (Chipmunks vs USJ 8)

Hate those freaking amateurs. If not because of the team chemistry, we wouldn’t have lost 4-3 to them.

5th game (Chipmunks vs USJ 8 team 2)
We lost 5-3 due to underestimation by other members. Down 2-0, we pulled back 3-3 only for Chien Hoong to make mistake and let them win by 4-3. 15 seconds were left, and we played point. By then, we reli no mood liao, so we let them win 5-3 without putting much effort.

Semi Finals

Either Pirates or bumblebee got 3rd placing.

Finals
Wildcats vs Nottingham

Deno semi and finals la, coz that time chow liao. No mood stay on and watch.


So, that pretty much sums it up. Well, as usual, we all DL USJ for losing to them. We played their 2nd team for 6th placing and kena whupped 5-3, thanks to mistakes from Newbies… Did I mention the team? Not yet rite?

Ok, so here are the teams:
3 Guys from Sunway, deno who, jus joined.
Original CHS players, me, Ka Fai, Mun Hon, Kok Choon, Min Chern
New joiners, Chien Hoong, James Yap, Kihraan, Darren
Noob, reli reli freakin noob, Chien Hoong’s fren. Deno wat name. He shudn’t be on the field in the first place. He wasted 2 direct throws. 2!! Summore in end zone.
4 girls. Fiona and co. I deno their names. Another reason y we lost. Fiona, injured. 3 other girls who cant run and lost to USJ 8’s girls. How embarrassing.

And lastly, Lai Wei Jiat. First name Lai. Who last minute quit, due to penguin stuff. We all ponteng our stuff to come for competition and there he is in skul pengunining. He better not appear on Friday or Sat. Coz I swear me and Min Chern are going to murder him.

Team Chemistry, very bad. 3 guys from Sunway. Looks like pro. Can run. Strategy, none. They noe nothing about strategy and dey say we noob. Say never pass to them. Ish. Their cutting totally sux. I mean it. The real players were the original CHS team.

Kok Choon, deno how long din play. So nervous until a lot of blunders. All and all, his worse game yet. I have seen him godlike in previous matches.
Ka Fai, paling pok meng wan. He and ethan gave the best performances out of the whole team. Defended plenty and supported many. Please give applause.
Mun Hon, no passion for the game. Knowing wei jiat and Willy not here, he no mood to play. He is strong, hardly missed, but lacked commitment.
Me, ice-breaked de first game with Wildcats by scoring a chicken goal. Assisted few and blocked a few. Currently my worst game ever. Due to heavy drinking of water, water, water and cold barli. Not to mention tiring myself wif Basketball de night before. If I reli counted, my mistakes were like 7 or 8. Not completely finishing my job as a handler, or supporter. (I hurt my back for the USJ-8 la, de fella bang me when I was high up in the air, caught the disc and fell down, now still veli pain!!)
Min Chern, done very well, exep for his leg cramp. Dude, u nid to stop doin tat. Ish.
Chien Hoong, James Yap, Kihraan, rarely touched de disc. So no comments.
Darren, well, didn’t make cuts in a few games. He reli pok meng for the disc, but he doesn’t reli noe the game yet. But after a few lectures, he fared pretty well in the last few games. Good job, and lose the ego, my fren.
Chien Hoong’s fren, hates me for getting him off the pitch when we were 2-1 down in the match with USJ-8. He was a callefare la for god’s sake. After missing two clear throws in the previous matches, I memang DL liao.
Girls, nothing to say la. Can’t expect too much.


When playing for 6th placing, ka fai, me, ethan gave all our best to pull back from 2-0 down to 3-3 draw. Once I subbed and de sunway guys went in. We were 4-3 down. Lack of emotional support, we let them win 5-3. Time was up either way.

I’m sick of my performances. I need training. Lots and lots of training. But it could’ve been worse. Taylors TFK, de organizers, won…….nothing. Totally lost every single round…

Anyway, luckily I have a new luminous disc to replace de Taylors MyDisc that I lost on the field. De new disccraft costs RM40. But the feeling and sensation was unbelievable. Trust me. It looked good.

Tested liao... Reli GID... Glow in Dark.


So that pretty much sums up the competition. Frustration and anger overwhelmed me, ka fai and QMC. Ish… We were emotionally damaged becoz of Wei Jiat’s absence.

Currently


Sky King


Fully priveleged 17 year old
Deviant Artist
Taylors College
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