Sunday, August 9, 2009 ♥ 6:02 AM
失去你的第十六天， 心里（你还好吗？)
This morning I was glad to wake up without any heart or chest aches.. Muahaha... xD But stupid Jack lar, sms me say walk to Old Town Coffee... I reach there waited 20 mins only you all appear... WALAU-EH...
Let me sleep more lar, I've been having sleepless nights lately. De cause I'm not sure..
My heart is working at a very weird rate now. During bball, I run out of breath very fast. My heart doesn't beat as fast as usual. Even when I see pretty girls.. My heart no reaction, like dead.
Just kidding.. xD right now, I'm just too down to notice any1 pretty.. SRY to all d pretty girls out there.. T.T
So this morning had breakfast and chatted with all my bball mates. I was quite talkative compared to my usual old self. Mayb this could be a new start? I deno.
LET ME PRESENT MY PICTURE OF THE DAY... x)
This is how I feel. I'm all alone in the afternoon. Studying on my bed, placing my phone downstairs as to avoid anything. I don't want to be so attached to my phone.
Now let me explain the weirdest part of my life...
1. My heart pain came back. I rolled on my bed and unknowingly either fell asleep or went unconscious.
2. The ringing of my phone woke me up.
3. It was beside me when the last I placed it was downstairs.
4. My room door was locked and my parents weren't home.
5. I'm FREAKED OUT!
It was Yen... He fetched me and Khai Sim to Baskin Robbins to collect our pay and ice-cweam.. xD
So I just pretend like nothing happened and went.
Imagine the first person there tat caught my eye.
I walked and waved. "Hello Sham Cheah..."
XD LoLz... (at that moment my heart was stinging pain)
But I held it in...
My left knee, my right thumb... I can kiss goodbye to you two my friend. Very soon.
I'm overstressing myself, and my knee is starting to give in d. I feel weak after every high jump, which prevents me from making another second jump.
Can I let my heart out for a moment?
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I was the first to go to bball ytd. Then E came...
E : Today **** ** not coming, fever. Xin Yin camp...
Me : Okayy.... (so???)
E : I went to orphanage to help out jus now...
Me : Well, tat's good...
E : But not in this shirt, I changed.. I was wearing Sri KDU shirt...
Me : ........
E : *blabbers on and on....
At some point we were about 2-3 feets distance, she threw the ball with two hands, entirely missing the board, I was lucky enough to see it and dodge in the NICK OF TIME!!
'Me and the board, do you have any idea how far that was? It was not even close, how it even flew to me I don't wanna know.'
I just walked slowly picked up the ball and continued training. Ignoring his further words, I wanted to concentrate... I wanna be Kevin, for now and forever..
In the end, I jus pretended tat mayb his hand slipped. Tat he was saying those things to... I deno for wat purpose also...
Just let me get by the next half-year. It's hard enough for me right now, stop poking where it hurts, you lousy fren... I don't know and don't wanna know ur intentions, BUZZ OFF!
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I know tat I no longer play any role in her life anymore...
The show...
The songs...
The picture I drew...
The song I sang...
The flower I made...
Stupid aren't I? XD Doing so many things. Stab me someone, can make it quick...
BETTER YET. SHOOT ME!
