Friday, May 1, 2009 ♥ 12:14 AM
What's the feeling of having someone to be with you whenever you need them?
What's the feeling of having someone close to you, who loves you and always care for you?
Do you know the feeling?
I DO... =)
And let me tell you, it makes you very happy and it always clears away your problems, you'd never have a day without a smile.
I'm sure some of you get what I mean, others maybe not.
Oh well, I'm going to continue talking about my life...
For the past week, I had tests after tests. Stupid Malaysia Studies, it is freaking Malaysia History and you have to pass it in order to graduate from the course that I'm taking. well, to you guys, 50 marks is quite low for a passing grade. Easily obtainable.
But tat's not the point. The lessons are boring, it's meaningless. No matter how much the teacher tries to make it fun or exciting, it always end up the other way round. Rarely do students understand or even pay attention to her. even the geeks, the nerds.
Showing some respect and interest in the beginning, I eventually lost them after sitting through a month of the classes. They need to find a way to make it more interesting. Stop giving us assignments and projects that are like the moral projects of Secondary School.
The moral projects are boring, dull and FAKE! I can tell you that the pictures of gotong-royong? only 10% of the people who took the pictures really did it. The others just took a mop, a broom and posed with it. Then once picture taken, throw it aside. It doesn't require effort. Sad to say, I'm the 10%. During gotong-royong for library, I really did help out and I just asked my fren to help me take pic.
There has been something that's been bothering my mind for quite a while now. It's my passion for frisbee... No matter how much I love it, I just find it impossible to attend the trainings or games during weekends. The timing is wrong and my course really gives alot of work. I have no extra time to go for all these trainings. I'm sorry. And the worse thing is, whenever I feel like playing, no one is around. So... yea...
All my Frisbee frens leave far away from me. Everyday I walk past the discs and wonder, when can I throw it like I used to? The joy and happiness that I felt when someone receives a beautiful pass from me during competitions. The feelings is like none other. The satisfaction is way better than playing basketball. And... When you are the one who catches the disc and score, it's another different kind of sensation. A special moment.
I miss those moments. And I want to get them back if possible.
=)
