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Friday, April 17, 2009 ♥ 6:05 AM

After long hours of planning of how to get to the school... I was satisfied and happy..

Until tonight... When I paused and hesitated...

Should I go...... Or not...

Sadly with reasons unknown, tears gathered in my eye and some managed to escape it.
There were so many things I wanted to tell and share... Dun feel like it now...

Streaming down my face, I quickly wiped it off and focused back on my Spec Maths text book in front of me.. 



HaHa... I laughed in sarcasm... There are tears on the pages...

I must've been like this fella above... 

Must've been the lack of sleep from previous night... Making me emotionally unstable...  Haiz... WAKE UP, KIAN SEONG!!

Argued with my parents... Morning alone, afternoon... same... Night time? In my room distancing from parents... Alone? For now.. YES...

This morning, I chatted with a friend for 10 - 15 mins... Or at least I think is a friend... She told me about how much she's sacrificed herself... her emotions, her friendship... How badly she is hurt deep down inside yet has to hide that weakness of hers in front of everyone. I'm sure her friends appreciate her. But a fallout changed everything... Is Forgiving that hard?

Forgiving others, I feel... Requires alot of courage and bravery to admit you were WRONG.

Forgiving urself... It requires the help of friends, for them to make you know that they would've been nothing without you.. To make you realize how important you are to them.

I'm currently in between. Succesfully passing the first test but not the second.

Nevertheless, I AM STILL GOING TO THE SCHOOL...

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