Sunday, April 26, 2009 ♥ 2:16 AM
"On the day we left, we burned down the family home and all the familiar things inside. Because some memories... aren't meant to leave traces."
- Alphonse Elric (Full-Metal Alchemist)
Saturday, April 25, 2009 ♥ 7:45 AM
I RELI LIKE HER SO MUCH...
BUT HOW CAN I EXPRESS MYSELF?
I FEEL SAD EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT...
I DOUBT IT'S EVER GOING TO HAPPEN...
it seems to be raining inside me...
Friday, April 24, 2009 ♥ 6:23 AM
Life has been rather hectic for me recently...
Just finished 3 days of continuous maths test. And today had IT test in which I failed totally.. Only getting a single digit mark. But luckily d IT test not counted into TER... So I'm safe... XD
But next week... T.T
Monday got physics and spec maths common test... Die!!
Tuesday got Scholarship, going to have to miss my classes for the day...
Thursday 3.30 - 4.30 got LAN exam...
Walau-eh.. I'm going to die from studying so much...
Den next next week... I got one physics report, physics draft and ESL final to hand in... T.T
And I'm only half done in all the work.. Luckily next friday hols... Can rest and finish my work.
Last minute again...
Anyway, May is reaching soon. May 21, super big day for me... =)
If given the chance, I want to celebrate it with all my friends, my family and my sister.
So yea... I'm hoping for a wonderful 18th birthday, my last birthday spent in Malaysia before I go overseas next year... =)
Friday, April 17, 2009 ♥ 6:05 AM
After long hours of planning of how to get to the school... I was satisfied and happy..
Until tonight... When I paused and hesitated...
Should I go...... Or not...
Sadly with reasons unknown, tears gathered in my eye and some managed to escape it.
There were so many things I wanted to tell and share... Dun feel like it now...
Streaming down my face, I quickly wiped it off and focused back on my Spec Maths text book in front of me..
HaHa... I laughed in sarcasm... There are tears on the pages...
I must've been like this fella above...
Must've been the lack of sleep from previous night... Making me emotionally unstable... Haiz... WAKE UP, KIAN SEONG!!
Argued with my parents... Morning alone, afternoon... same... Night time? In my room distancing from parents... Alone? For now.. YES...
This morning, I chatted with a friend for 10 - 15 mins... Or at least I think is a friend... She told me about how much she's sacrificed herself... her emotions, her friendship... How badly she is hurt deep down inside yet has to hide that weakness of hers in front of everyone. I'm sure her friends appreciate her. But a fallout changed everything... Is Forgiving that hard?
Forgiving others, I feel... Requires alot of courage and bravery to admit you were WRONG.
Forgiving urself... It requires the help of friends, for them to make you know that they would've been nothing without you.. To make you realize how important you are to them.
I'm currently in between. Succesfully passing the first test but not the second.
Nevertheless, I AM STILL GOING TO THE SCHOOL...
Thursday, April 16, 2009 ♥ 8:43 PM
Donna ashita wo yume mite ikouka konya
What kind of tomorrow should we dream of tonight?
Saturday, April 11, 2009 ♥ 6:55 AM
Love is like playing the piano.
First you must learn to play by the rules,
then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
♥ 6:16 AM
Don't you ever wish you could've time travel?
To go back into the past and change ur life?
To get that full perfect score in your exam or chase back the love of your life?
Well, I used to wish i can, and i still do. But recently there are some contradictions to time travelling.
I mean think about it... If you change ur past life, you might not have chosen to go back to the past in a time machine. You would've lead a different life. A better life or worse...
Thinking back, if it wasn't for who I am, I would not have met the friends I know now, I might have ended up as a gangster, a nerd or an emo fella.
Then I would not have been as Happy or smiling as I am now...
Maybe... Most likely, I would choose not to time travel even if I'm given the chance...
=)
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ♥ 7:22 AM
Today, Ms Elisa from my LAN (Malaysia Studies) Subject called me:
"Kian Seong... The Gingerbread Man..."
So random man...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 ♥ 1:19 AM
Yesterday went for driving test.
Given the number 154 Hijau, me and Jia Da (151 Hijau) waited for hours before we could take our slope test. Me, Zong Yuan, Jia Da and Ern Lyn went together. Ern Lyn and Zong Yuan went for retake...
After that, met Sin Hui Jing at the testing arena. She is an ex-catholic, 2 years my senior and she was one number ahead of me. 153 Hijau. We never knew that she was a CHS-ian until we found out eventually. XD
Go CALYX!!
Anyway, I passed my slope and parking... But failed my 3 point turn, becoz the stupid JPJ fella ask me drive to a flooded 3 point turn. Unable to see the white line, I passed it and he failed me.
OH well, sway lor...
After that I passed my on-the-road test. So I'm quite happy about it.. =)
After that ate wif Jia Da at SS2 McD... THen I found this scary picture.... See bottom...
Can you see it? No? Yes? It's very obvious... this is one freaking scary Ronald McDonald...
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Still can't find it? I show you lar...
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It was rather scary, it was as if the dude was staring me as I ate...
I never liked clowns...
Friday, April 3, 2009 ♥ 5:44 AM
Things to do this weekend...
1) Go for driving both days before exam on monday..
2) Get my new DSLR camera
3) Go visit d Frisbee camp which I wanted to attend but could not
4) Go 1U give Kevang the CS2 photoshop disc (omg where i put it again?)
5) Accompany mirror sis.. XD
busy busy weekend.. haiz...
I don't expect you guys to understand why it's so funny, coz you weren't there... So yea... Just watch only if u're free... XD
Here, we have a chase and run game during class intervals... Hu says my class can't be fun.. XD
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