Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ♥ 11:49 PM
Changing my blogskin... De old one had many complaints...
Too many side pictures, lag, blah blah blah.. So for the sake of my "not many blog readers", I'll change the skin to one that suits everyone better...
For the other reason of changing is due to my interest in reaching for the sky. So in usage of my so called free time... I designed a new blogskin, or jus the header actually... It suits the new me better..
An aim that may seem impossible to many. An aim to reach out for the sky.
I'll reach for it.
It may take a while, but in the end I'll be looking from above
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The one sky that we share together ever since the day we met... =D
Friday, September 26, 2008 ♥ 5:17 AM
Knowing what you are going through...
Yee Sook... I deno what to say...
Or wat to do...
Speechless.
Blank.
I could never beliv tat a bird of the same flock would kena tat illnesss.... A healthy frenly gentleman. A frisbee player wif me since Form 1. An irreplaceble fren. One and only.. Very hard to find. I find it kinda hard to accept that such fate bestowed upon him. Why is it tat the cruelest fate happen to all the nice people? Whereas all the drug addicts, smokers, and the disguting beings live longer than normal people.. Damn this cruel fate.
I'll visit you soon, i promise. In that time, i'm going to punish all the people that got what they should have and not cherishing it, including myself.. I'll do everything in my power to ensure that they will get what dey shud.
All I can tink of doin, is to light a candle outside de garden and pray for the best...
Yee Sook, i wish you all the best...
A candle may not be able to prove my sincerity.
But i hope u'll noe...
Signing off, a sad kid...
Sunday, September 21, 2008 ♥ 1:52 AM
1. Do you like a girl or boy?
Girl
2. When did you start falling in love?
This year
3. Do you always see him/her?
Yes
4. Is he/she player?
Player in wat way?
5. Had he/she had any ex partners?
Dun reli noe her
6. What do you sincerely think about him/her?
My future
7. Did he/she ever told you that he/she likes you or other sweet things?
She doesn't even noe me
8. Will you be a good partner?
Wat's dis? Spanish Exquisition? Of coz la.
9. Why would you like/love him/her?
Because she's my everything.
10.Who you told about him/her?
My closest fren
11.How badly do you want/need him/her?
As bad as it could get.
As bad as it could get.
12.Have you ever faced depression upon him/her?
Once or twice. Never too bad.
13.Did you ever plan to marry him/her?
Tat's too far.
14.Do you think he/she is the one?
Yes.
15.Did he/she ever comforted you before?
Neh.
16.Did he/she ever offer you anything before?
Nope
Nope
17.Have you ever went out on a date/dinner with him/her?
Nope, but i'd love to.
18.Did you tell him that you like him/her?
Soon.. Soon.
19.So how do you feel now?
Missing her like shit
Missing her like shit
20.What's his or her name den? (you must answer this one)
___________ lazy type.
21. Tag 10 people..
Lazy tag, who wan take den take lar...
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My DJ Name Is: |
 DJ Speedy Merkin |
Thursday, September 18, 2008 ♥ 10:55 PM
I stood there, receiving the lousiest of basketballs, the gripless one.
It bounced of the ring, came my way as I stood near the edge of the court.
Then she appeared, standing a few steps away from me,
"Excuse me."
I turned and saw her.
"May I have my ball back?"
I was stunned.
I held out the one ball in my hand,
"This one?"
"Yeah..."
I passed the ball gently to her.
"Thank you."
She walked off.
I wasted another chance... T.T
I wasted another chance... T.T
Sept 17.
Happy birthday Jilian.
Officially-hate-myself day.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ♥ 7:45 AM
就算做个不肖之人；就算这次我和无比的喜悦一起消失，而被他人认为很无情，我都不会放在心上，只要给我一丝微笑就可以了。
不管对方怎样背叛自己，但只要相信对方，自己就不会以他为敌；
不如说能够不去怀疑对方，才是自己最大的幸福。
那就是爱。
至少等待着你的那个人一定不会令你感到寂寞，
在路上被舍弃而闷闷不乐，
在途中闹情绪而没有干劲；
黑色的千羽鹤，
水染那个人的翅膀不会折断，
但他在晚上确保有寂寞，
装出一幅刚毅的模样，
但面带微笑的非常想要放大的艺员相片；
年逾千年，
没想到小生终于从寂寞脱离出来，
柔软的心，
没想到小生终于从寂寞沉重的壳中脱离出来。
爱是邂逅，离别，透明的布片。。
Friday, September 12, 2008 ♥ 7:55 AM
One part of life is to make decisions on your own and never regret them.
I made one, and I'm not gonna regret doing it...
=D i'm gonna find her...
Friday, September 5, 2008 ♥ 7:29 AM
Omg... Today is the last day of my personel as a Librarian...
Receiving a silver plate (not reli silver) and a small NINI Beijing 2008 Olympics keychain was how my life as a Librarian for 5 years ended... I deno wat to say...
My life as a Librarian:
Besides taking alot of pictures...
Enduring Pn Lee's unlimited tasks and pressure...
Enjoying the documentation of MSSM 2008...
Disappearance and reappearance of Computer Components aka (RAM)...
Changing and Upgrading the School CD...
Preparing the LCD projector and Laptop for show to Bentong's Catholic High...
And so many other stuff that I did illegally and legally...
Which i'm proud of... =D
Okay... But now I'm so not getting used to it... Going into library.. Wifout my locker key's or MM room's keys anymore. I can't tell you how empty if felt in the first place. When you've always been busy and suddenly you become carefree... Tat's veli hard to adapt...
I find life in the slow cycle now. It's
Sleep - Eat - Study - Play - Sleep
Instead of the usual :
Sleep - Eat -Library - Study - Library - Library - Play - Sleep
See the big differences?? OMG... Can't believe how much changes have been made into my life. But I have to accept it though.. Haiz...
Anyway, I have jus redone the LPS blog... One last SUMBANGAN before I leave LPS for good. My home for 5 years...
SAYONARA! LPS!
SEDIA BERKHIDMAT!
