Sunday, June 1, 2008 ♥ 7:14 AM
Wow, its been a while since i last blogged...
Anyway there are a few tings i wanna blog about.. Alot from my heart and alot of crap.
1. My heart is giving a bit of a prob.
I dun deny it. After serious outstretched work and exercises, I find myself exerted after basketball games and tat i still push myself. And in result, I get momentary heart problems. I get breathing difficulties. Its like my artery cant pump blood fast enuf.. I cant breathe for like 10 secs, dropping to my knees, waiting for my heart to relax. My knees go weak.
I stress my body too much. I must tink i'm a superhero coz i chase de ball like a mad dog. Not frenzy crazy but retrieving balls from passes and blocking opposing team's passes..
I have to put a rest to this. My parents dun noe yet. So... I have no choice lar. Rest a while before continuing every game.. It's 7 points or 11 points a game, but it takes a while to end de game. So.... Pandai pandai la...
2. Financial prob at home
On my way bak from tuition, my dad started telling me about his prob wif his job in this economically hopeless country. Business wasn't going so good, we have to save a bit. Well, duh, i was all along. And den my big mouth squeezed out a question regarding the Japan Homestay.
He said I'd have to forget about it. Earn my own money and go on my own in de future. Wth.. I've planned and waited for this hols n now he tells me bout dis prob. He says i spend too much. Nid to save. I'm de most financially wise in the house.
I use my own money to pay for workbooks, class funds and other class fees. Now, in order to save money, I'm skipping meals. trying to save every single penny from the money given for my weekly expenses - RM20. Which includes breakfast in skul, lunch during stay bak, bus fare bak home and stuff. I try to save as much as possible lar. I have to starve.
But the truth is, I counted it out. I can collect RM600 by end of this year. Max! I still duno how i'm going to get the other 4.2k for the trip. I'm sure there is no way i could get my mom to squeez even 0.1k for the trip. I couldn't sleep the whole night. Seriously, I did not sleep. i couldn't. I was thinkin I can work, definitely not part-time. Coz my parents will murder me. Murder. Serious! Mayb giving pamphlets for a day, earning RM40 or so would be splendid.
If any of u guys noe of such simple job, pls notify me.. PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS.... I beg of you..
3. Being stupid and accepting ur deal.
Ok, ****.... For the sake of our challenge, our bet, our GAME.. I've decided to take it up. So stupid of u for not wanting me to put ur name.. Wat does it matter reli?
Anyway, we both agreed tat we would change our attitude. 180 degrees. Ok fine. No prob. 30 days. I can withstand tat. From June 2 to June 31. I will do a attitude change. A full change.
Okay, dis are de contrast actions tat i'm gonna do:
a) Sleep before 12am compared to my usual 2-3am sleeping time
b) Spend only 30 mins on my laptop unless there's a project or i'm on9.
c) Be nice instead of being so rude all the time
d) Stop saying bad words unlike before.
e) I can still say 'stupid', 'idiot' but not 'shut up', 'f***' or anything close. I'm allowed to call ppl 'schizo'..
f) Smile, dun frown unless i hav de reason to.
Okay, i tink tat's most of my attitude change. There's nth much liao. Ok, as God and all my blog readers are my witness, I'll and have already changed my attitude. For 30 days as agreed. During this long 24hours x 30days period, do not, I repeat, do not prod me. Do not purposely do anything to make me angry or anything. Coz i will bite. I will BITE..
Oh yea. ****! Loser buys coke... =D
