Love is a funny thing isn’t it… It can be sweet yet painful at times.

Today, or rather tonight, I was sitting with Rafiqa, whom I have known for 2 years now. He’s my best Malay friend at the current moment and I doubt I’ll see other Malays as friendly as him.

Anyway the point is, I’ve been with him throughout his whole love life. From talking about hot Chinese girls last year, trying to help him communicate with them by teaching him a bit of Chinese to helping him think of what to say to a girl.

Well all those plan failed. Every single one of them.

This year, the year 2008, the year we turn 17 and are finally able to drink alcohol, he managed to get a girl. A girl younger by a year. Her name was Honey. I am not going to disclose her name, so I’ll nickname her as Honey. So for many months, they’ve been together, smsing everyday including tuition night. Lepak-ing during school hours. Spending a lot of time together with each other.

We were all happy for him. Always teasing him and making a fool out of him. We never met the girl, but I’m the only one who’s managed to see how she looks like from the pictures.

There was once when they got real close, that Honey’s family knew bout Rafiqa and wanted to see him. I was at The Curve when it happened, supporting him by smsing him. It wouldn’t be nice to interrupt, of course…

Throughout the whole sweet puppy love, there were laughters and joy. They really enjoyed every single moment. So did we. Haha..

But it all ended tonight. Honey gave a weird funny reason for breaking up with Rafiqa on Monday. Rafiqa emo-ed all night. But he could still make jokes, only less than before. Honey’s reason was like bored of seeing him. Asking that they discuss their relationship after SPM. And of course, any guy would get mad. If you really like each other… Does it matter?

She sms-ed a lot of sorry messages. I know, cause I have full access to Rafiqa’s phone. Which includes reading messages from the inbox. He tells me everything. Saying sorry and I really miss you after breaking up is not the suitable thing. It will make the other person hate you. I just can’t understand girls, why break up suddenly when you’re deeply in love? Why crush a guy so badly? The break-up sms that I read, it will make anyone mad. Really. Now he’s sad and upset. Mostly fed-up. I can’t see why break-up after going through hell, avoiding teachers, family meet-ups, and all the stuff which could jeopardize their relationship.

Seeing him like that, I don’t think I want to be like him. I’ll prefer to stay as a bachelor for now.

I have not found the chance to know her yet. And until my desire for knowing her does not involve any feelings of admiration, only then I’ll take the chance to know her.

I miss her.

Koh Tee Siong


June 21st 2008

When me and Boon Yen reached, which was quite late, the last of the gang, the feast begun on our arrival. 1pm, tat was the time we reached. He cycled. My dad drove me there.

I'll let the photos do the talking... (the photos shown are taken by Khai Sim)


We had hell alot of food. The sotong was spicy thou. Spicy...


Me taking lasagna.. Dam nice, but filling.



Jelly tat we had. I only had a piece thou...

LOL! This agar-agar pic reminded me of how emo Boon Yen was during lunch. He was scooping this for everyone and Jia Ping was scolding him for being gay when Boon Yen scooped a piece for him too. HAHAHAHA! It's was lame.


Yin Yee (sry if i mispelled ur name)


Jack being gay again.


Jia Ping... went high due to carlsberg..

Boon Yen (emo-ed durin lunch)

Hiding her nose... Y?


Below are the emo photos of Ah Yen and how I managed to un-emorised him.



Jack hated something, I 4got wat..


Jia Ping and Edmund... Jia Ping got high.

After everyone finished their food and after all the crappings, some of us went out to KTS's half court basketball court to playyyy... Yes! He has a basketball court at home O_O


While we were playing... Some ppl, hav to jus take LALA pics...


Jack the Gay and Khai Sim the gay-porno-photographer..

So after all the hastle, its time for cake...

Me and Yen waiting for cake cake...

Last pic of Khai Sim playing wif Yin Yee's pandan cake, which she had planned to eat but did not... Well done, Khai Sim.. Well done...

It's 21kg sister... U barely moved it...

To the roof

sauna

'Thank you! TY! I'm retard of the year again!'

Khai Sim asked KTS if she could stay over here for the holidays, since it's like a holiday villa. But, he gave her this stupid but smart answer, "Well, it depends on whether I want to see you everyday or not la."


-_________________________-""" Smart.


Next checkpoint, the cinema room

We were drunk in the room man...


DOes this place look like a office? No, its just de storeroom...


Nothing better to do in the attic..


B'day boy opening his presents..

Size 'S' boxer wif lips as deco..

(The rest of KTS's friends left soon after, so only the basketball peeps were still there, meaning, Me, Jack, Ah Yen, Mund, Kevin, KTS and Yinnie. So, we watched the Forbidden Kingdom and spent the time away. Was so niceee, I mean the TV.
Watched finish. Need to pee. Went to KTS's room's toilet for a visit...) lifted from Khai Sim's blog.

I dun find visiting toilets veli cool, Khai Sim...